Spirit Fire

by Donna Mitchell Moniak

An Esoteric Astrology Essay

From the soul’s point of view, planets in the twelfth house are not only important but particularly placed. Planets in the twelfth house represent hidden power, and if accessed by the soul would ensure that the purpose of the incarnation would be accomplished. The power represented by twelfth house planets is so significant that it is veiled from the eyes and understanding of the personality, precisely so that it cannot be misused. Yet from soul’s perspective, if the personality understood this innate ability or quality as being imperative to the accomplishment of the soul’s purpose for the lifetime, then confusion and veiling would fall away. The personality then would live as a more powerful expression of the soul in the world.

How can we say this? The answer lies in the relation of the twelfth and first houses to the ascendant. In esoteric astrology, the ascendant or rising sign portends the soul’s purpose for the incarnation. It tells us what the purpose is and how the soul will seek to accomplish it. Both are revealed in the sign of the ascendant. Therefore, planets on either side of the ascendant (in the twelfth or first house) are particular tools as far as the soul is concerned. It has literally placed them near at hand. We should understand, then, that planets in these two houses express tendencies or abilities that are very familiar, possibly too much so. In fact, we probably tend to live them in an automatic way. Also to the soul’s eye, these tendencies or abilities are a very large part of how our persona sees itself (1st house) or has gotten what it wants in past lives (12th). These are skills that have made the sense of self grow strong. The soul therefore has put these skills or tendencies in the twelfth house so that the personality cannot easily access them. (And if they are in the first house, personality may be so enmeshed with the planet’s tendencies that eventually one will become consumed, maybe even compulsive in that tendency.)

But let’s keep it to the twelfth house for now, since generally there is a veiling and lack of understanding about the twelfth house and anything in it.

Whatever is in the twelfth house is a power. It is a power that the soul wants the personality to learn to use wisely and judiciously. It is a power that more than likely has been misused or abused in the past. The twelfth house is a karmic house.

Truth is we actually know this power. We have used it well in the past. The suggestion is that as long as the ability is used or lived as done in the past, it will have a negative influence in our life which when experienced as pain is showing us we have not gained self-awareness in this regard. However, as we become aware of the planet’s abilities or tendencies and understand how to live them on a new turn of the spiral, in a more self-aware way, then not only do we begin to free ourselves of the karma and karmic patterns associated with the planet and sign, but we begin to discover whole new powers within both. The discovery leads to right responsibility and joy, instead of blame, misuse, or abuse.

The twelfth house is one of default. We do not usually recognize our default patterns. And when we do come to see them it is a challenge to change how ingrained they are. It could be suggested that all planets no matter what house they are in have a default tendency; and that would be correct. The default is the personalization and therefore limitation of the full range of a planet or sign by the limiting sense of self. As long as our point of view of self is finite, circumscribed by events, fault-finding, and blame of others instead of clarity, then all planets everywhere in the chart will have their default patterns. However, a primary goal of each lifetime is an increase in self-awareness and a release from old patterns. Having acknowledged that all factors in the horoscope (chart) can and probably are being lived that way, we come back to the 12th house.

Just as fish don’t think about breathing in the water, we tend not to think about our 12th house tendencies. The 12th house is not considered a ‘mental’ house; it is considered a ‘water’ house. Thus seeing things clearly or without distortion might be a challenge. However, the distortion is the persona and its view. If we could see how personally we are living the qualities or abilities of 12th house planets and signs this would begin to change the default pattern and personalization.

It should be said parenthetically that 1st house signs are a particular default as well. Here the personality cannot see itself as separate from the tendencies of the 1st house factors. The difference between the two houses is that with the 1st house the person sees the tendency but is prideful about it, sometimes even in a self-destructive way. With the 12th house usually the person does not see the quality at all, how he or she lives it, and therefore how the livingness of the quality brings about the negative results in the life. Instead of pride, the person often grows to feel shame or discomfort.

The twelfth house is one of sacrifice. We tend to live either of two levels of sacrifice: a) the sacrificial or b) the sacred. The second requires some self-awareness. Most people are living the first level: the usual meaning and experience of sacrifice – loss, negation, pain, suffering, blame, scapegoating, death in all its forms, and abuse.

From soul’s perspective what is needed is to let go of (sacrifice) our self-involvement with these abilities or tendencies. It is the same story for planets in the first house. If we are living these planets as the finite personality, there’s the problem. As we let go of the personal face that we put on the planets and signs in our chart, then the soul can increasingly use them and the expression of those planets in us would dramatically change.

Also, being a karmic house, the twelfth house requires sacrifice. Continuing to play the game the same way, we only perpetuate our karma; we do little to undo the self-will that created the karmic knot in the first place. Therefore, we must come to a full and radical understanding of the factors in the twelfth house.

What might our life purpose be? I will not go sign by sign, putting each as the ascendant. Instead, anyone with an interest in astrology can deduce this for himself. According to esoteric astrology, the purpose of a lifetime is revealed in the highest meaning and living demonstration of the sign on the horizon (ascendant).

Planets in the twelfth house, if there are any, might describe how the person is holding himself back through sacrifice or confusion, or holding himself back through fear. And the fear factor might not be something that is obvious. In fact, the quality or tendency that the 12th house planet represents might have been misunderstood or abused so often that the person is afraid to use that quality. He or she might expect a negative response all the time. As a result there is a calculated tendency with the 12th house factor(s). This powerful quality has had the power taken out of it thus becoming a prime source of the person’s confusion or lack of seeing him/herself more clearly. And since this is a karmic house, others interact with the person in the way they put out their energy: obliquely. This results in power-plays, need for validation, with invalidation often the result.

Our life purpose is to grow in consciousness. The Ascendant tells us how to do that and what that should look like as we proceed. Planets in the 12th house (if there are any) have been placed there specifically by the soul. The soul chooses when and where to incarnate. Thus the soul would like to use these planets consciously and creatively; and it will not let the personality use them in an old way. Each time the personality does, it gets slammed.

Because the planets in question represent power, and because the soul does not want to increase the negative karma of its personality instrument, the soul will hold us back through limitations unless we see ourselves as more; see ourselves as the soul. Then 12th house pours forth its gifts, as does the rest of the chart.

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